So today is day two of not smoking. Last night I had one puff of my moms smoke and it made me so dizzy and I felt like crap after. So that turned me off of it. It is hard to quit but not as hard as I thought it would be. The craving is not what I find hard its the fact that now I don’t no what to do with the time that I actually spent smoking. Like for example, in the mornings. I mentioned yesterday that I always have a smoke in the morning when I am getting ready, now when I am getting ready I don’t have that smoke and it throws me off a bit. So I think the addiction is not my problem it’s the habit and the daily routines that I have that are associated with smoking. The hardest times are in the morning and after meals. Last night I just occupied my mind with some TV. It’s a bit hard because my family smokes. But I think that I am doing very good so far. I have been trying not to replace the habit with food, I have been eating a bit but today I brought some oranges to work with me so this morning when I wanted a smoke I ate an orange. I’ve also been chewing gum. Well my work day is almost over so now I just have to tough it out at home. I will post tomorrow on how I am doing.
Ok, so I really don’t understand how some people can have their license. Seriously, if you don’t no how to make a lane change than why are you driving. This morning this lady made me so mad. I was trying to give her room to move into my lane but for some reason she couldn’t do it. I made enough room that 2 cars could have moved into my lane. Instead she stays where she is and I have people honking at me from behind because now I am going too slow. After about 3 minutes of her not moving into the lane I said screw it and sped up. What do ya no, as soon as I sped up she decides that she would like to try and come in the lane now!!!! I had to swerve into the other lane so she wouldn’t hit me, almost hit the car beside me and after all that she has the nerve to give me the finger!!!!! So now all of a sudden it is my fault that she can’t drive. I had a feeling that she was going to do something like that, so it was a good thing that I was keeping an eye on her or else there could have been a serious accident. So to you all you people out there who are scared to make lane changes or merge into a lane READ YOUR BOOKS AGAIN and stay off the road!!!!
