Well as I mentioned yesterday, today is officially my first non smoking day. So far so good. I have not had any smokes today. It is actually pretty tough. I can feel myself getting irritated really easy. I can tell that some of the people around me can see it too. One of my co-workers asked me how it was going after lunch, since he has worked with me for 4 years and knows that I always have a smoke after I eat he was wondering how I was feeling. I told him that I can feel myself getting bitchy and he said oh well, if I am bitchy, I am bitchy. It’s for a good cause. I think that if I can make it until Friday without smoking that I will be OK. I am afraid of gaining weight, I already struggle with my weight issues. Oh well I guess it’s either one or the other. Lose weight or quit smoking, I think the quit smoking is the best option at the moment. It is the more unhealthy one out of the 2. Well that’s it for now. I will post again tomorrow to say how I am doing.
